My feelings this week-Horrid

Sorry that i haven't been on since 4/04/09. It's 4/11/09 today. It's just that things have gone terribly wrong this week, plus i was banned from the computer. My sister went on a horrible rampage, one of the ones that rarely happen. normally, they're just bad outbursts, but this time it was much much worse. She took to violence. she hit my brother until he bled, then took the table vase and smashed it onto him. My mother took my sister to that special place she goes when she's like this. Then my mom came back and got in a big fight with my dad. she even said if it weren't for us kids, she'd leave him. so he slapped her, something he's never done before. he then stormed off, probably to go get drunk with his stupid buddies that we all hate. so mom was crying really bad, while i was taking care of my brother, who i got mostly patched up. the next day mom took him to the hospital. my dad left on 4/06/09, and he still hasn't come back. even if he's a bad dad and person, i hope nothing happened to him. i just wish he was out of our lives for good. not dead or bleeding or hurt. just gone, to another city-no-to another state. that's all i want. i hope he's either found somewhere else far away and never coming back, or he comes back. i just hope he's alright....